[Oh no Tim that's definitely not it. Either way, she starts walking after him, hands back in her pockets.
She already regrets calling him, on the same irrational, self-destructive level that has driven her for the past few weeks. Cass realizes it would be so easy to get away. She could run right now, and go to ground somewhere in this city. She could trash her device. She could find a place where no one from home who knows what she's done, knows what she's capable of, would ever find her. She could disappear, and be alone with her regrets and her failures, like she believes she deserves.
Finally, slowly, she nods, though she can't shake the haunted look in her eyes. The tension in her entire body, the anxiety, is still clear.]
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on 2018-04-10 06:42 pm (UTC)She already regrets calling him, on the same irrational, self-destructive level that has driven her for the past few weeks. Cass realizes it would be so easy to get away. She could run right now, and go to ground somewhere in this city. She could trash her device. She could find a place where no one from home who knows what she's done, knows what she's capable of, would ever find her. She could disappear, and be alone with her regrets and her failures, like she believes she deserves.
Finally, slowly, she nods, though she can't shake the haunted look in her eyes. The tension in her entire body, the anxiety, is still clear.]
Could eat.